Do you think I am racist?

I am black, and a racist. But I have friends of different races and don't see race when I am with them and I don't hate anyone of a different race just when out in public I don't walk around with a grudge on my shoulder people are just people for the most part, it's just that I have these presumptions about a certain group of people. And I know in my mind that I would never date them not because I find them overwhelmingly unattractive but simply because they are what race they are. I don't want to hurt that race or see them suffer in fact I don't want to hurt anyone or see anyone suffer., hmm I don't know what is wrong with me. But I couldn't be personally involved with them. They are nice people from what I have found of interactions., However I find myself or better yet catch myself having too high standards for them. As far as morale and and judge them more harshly then I do other races when they do the same thing...Do you think I am racist?